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Sunday, June 28, 2009

rock and roll time 17:40

Something that i had to tell someone but i couldnt.

Very bad thing happened last Friday, i lost it. i couldnt understand why and i do not know either. I lost it big time.. had to walk from changi to tampines to cool down.

I quarrelled with JJ, storming away feeling very angry and leaving her at changi point alone. Guess there was no communication thats why, i suggested, she rebutted, i got angry, she got angry over y im angry and i walked away.

Her fren JL sms-ed me and chided me. I admitted it was my fault for walking away. But no one bothered to ask me why. JL kept asking me to apologize BIG time to her, actually i was ok with her sms-ing me. But she mentioned things like pls sms her, pls take care of her, pls apologize big time, y u do things like dat, u shouldnt have.. yadda yadda yadda.. She asked me if it was ok already, i mentioned should be and she went
"it better be. i will whack you if it happens again. she very impt to me loh."
I know she is nice and trying very hard to pacify JJ for me.
BUT fuck off.. if u reading this JL, im sorry. at that point of time, i just went everything is about her her her..her her her her her her her her her her her..
I didnt want to say it but how but me me me?

it hurts for her yes but it hurts for me too.
i dont need you to tell me what to do. i fucking know what i have done.
i screamed at her... at her name on my phone tho. sorrry JL.

JJ mentioned that she understands how I feel. But i still do not think so.
Sorry i wun reveal the full story here cos i know there will be lots of qtns.

I just wanted to say, no one really understands how I felt tat day.

Some boring shit after so long.. damn..

are you ready.

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